My heart is wrenched……..
As I am writing this post, I feel like David felt in Psalm 13: O Lord, how long will you forget me? Forever? How long will you look the other way? How long must I struggle with anguish in my soul, with sorrow in my heart every day? How long will my enemy have the upper hand? Turn and answer me, O Lord my God! Restore the sparkle to my eyes or I will die. Don’t let my enemies gloat saying, “We have defeated him”! Don’t let them rejoice at my downfall. But I trust in your unfailing love. I will rejoice because you have rescued me I will sing to the Lord Because he is good to me My heart is wrenched within me. It is twisted and broken. My eyes are filled with tears. I do not want to be strong any more. Not for myself and not for any one. I cannot take in the pain that I feel any more. My world is crushing down. My faith is wavering. The fabric that has been holding my life seems to be failing. I ask myself: Have I lost the way? Did I do something w